Well,after back from school I "forget"to change my uniform and started to browsing..
hehehe.......and playing facebook ofcourse~wahahaha.....
and watching tv also~~hehehe.....
er....last,it started to rain and I also feel lazy to take a bath....becuz so Cold...
hahahahah.........
and finaly I saw a blog link on Shao Peng msn,I opened it...Wow,I feel so happy tht he finally find some one that he relly loved..Iam so glad about it... ^^
at the same time,when I read all wad Shao Peng wrote on it,I got 2 feeling...First Finally I know that when I was with him,he didn't relly love me...as I said Iam just his sand bag,second I'm just a people who just pass by his life.After I read it into deeply He relly loves his girlfriend so much and at this time He make me so miss someone...and,there its go my imagination~hahaha....but those imagination always appear on my dream....I relly miss him so much~~wad will my fate be?will my dream come true?hahaha.....only god knows it~
from the bottom of my heart I just only could say that I relly miss him so badly....
Rabu, 15 September 2010
Selasa, 07 September 2010
Sad
Its a holiday week for me....
alone at home becus my family is going to Genting...
and....i am just so like that...nothing change...
Just now I heard that he was injured in this morning...well is not injured just a bit accident...
but iam so worry about him...and i just realise that i care him so much....
but...I guess I must stop to thinking of him and stop care bout him becus I just heard tht he has girlfriend already...My worry make me don't think that much took my phone and sms him...but havent delivery...
Is time can help me to forget bout him?because we are going to graduate....
after I sms him...I just relly realise that I care and love him so much....but wad to do now?I can't tell anyone is him...because its a important secret for me...Just like iam to carefull about this thing...Dont want to let him know that i Like him...Because I want to protect him from all the gossip that may be someone will tell him or make him pissed off one day....I want to keep this secret forever even bring it in into my grave when I die...as long as he will happy then Iam ok...
Well I never had a dream come true...and I dont apreciate it...just want to wish him al the best and live happily~
alone at home becus my family is going to Genting...
and....i am just so like that...nothing change...
Just now I heard that he was injured in this morning...well is not injured just a bit accident...
but iam so worry about him...and i just realise that i care him so much....
but...I guess I must stop to thinking of him and stop care bout him becus I just heard tht he has girlfriend already...My worry make me don't think that much took my phone and sms him...but havent delivery...
Is time can help me to forget bout him?because we are going to graduate....
after I sms him...I just relly realise that I care and love him so much....but wad to do now?I can't tell anyone is him...because its a important secret for me...Just like iam to carefull about this thing...Dont want to let him know that i Like him...Because I want to protect him from all the gossip that may be someone will tell him or make him pissed off one day....I want to keep this secret forever even bring it in into my grave when I die...as long as he will happy then Iam ok...
Well I never had a dream come true...and I dont apreciate it...just want to wish him al the best and live happily~
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