痛苦。。。真的好痛苦~~为什么喜欢一个人非得这么辛苦~
我......受够了. 好累~~真的好累。
喜欢找理由sms他~可是有怕他没有回我。不顾一切就这样的Sent过去....
Sent了过后又开始担心他到底会不会回我简讯.开始回想一堆烂东西....
喜欢关心他....但他却不知道....常常看到一些自己不喜欢看到的画面....常常看到他跟一群女生在那边闲聊不知不觉
会觉得很讨厌....不想跟他讲话...这到底是什么感觉?我只知道这个感觉让我觉得好痛苦...
朋友已经告诉我一些事了....刚开始我不想去接受....可是现在我接受了....我也有一重想法就是,我不管...我只知道我喜欢他...没想到这样做会让我好痛苦....我到底要怎样做.放弃?继续?还是.....怎样???心情好混乱...好乱好乱.....担心这个担心哪个.....怕这个...怕哪个...不敢说...全都是只怕连朋友都做不成,才憋着不敢说...我真的好佩服那种很有勇气的女生,被拒绝也没事,不会害羞的那种.....为什么我就是没有哪个勇气?我有的話不知该有多好.喜欢却说不出口.我好希望他知道...我好希望他会喜欢我....不过,如果他真的有女朋友了...我不想当他们的第三个人(第三者太难听了)......我现在到底该怎办?我只知道我累了...我现在才发现喜欢一个人真的好难,好痛苦....
人就说“男追女隔着一座山,女追男隔着一成纱布”我觉得这句话....这句话是假的...
~“I pretend I don't Like you SO that I won't lose you as a friend.”~
All is about Pretend....
Pretend this word relly can kill me off....
Selasa, 10 Agustus 2010
Kamis, 05 Agustus 2010
Sad~today quite bad mood
today dunno why...I saw something and some attitude and some pircture i got so angry..totally mad.
I told him I hate him..but it just kidding only~~haix...who knows he relly dont talk to me...== he dunno how we prepare those thing to him and...how am I hardly prtotect that thing to make it still alive and perfect haix...and now?today...just now??wad la!!do that much then wad i get?haix....I get sadnes and ignored.
and after arrived home...i opened facebook and played some joke with my frend...but he get mad..== and.....I dunno he is stil mad at me or not!becus he too hard to understand ler...haaix...to day so shit la~today so badluck and.....irritating and annoying
I told him I hate him..but it just kidding only~~haix...who knows he relly dont talk to me...== he dunno how we prepare those thing to him and...how am I hardly prtotect that thing to make it still alive and perfect haix...and now?today...just now??wad la!!do that much then wad i get?haix....I get sadnes and ignored.
and after arrived home...i opened facebook and played some joke with my frend...but he get mad..== and.....I dunno he is stil mad at me or not!becus he too hard to understand ler...haaix...to day so shit la~today so badluck and.....irritating and annoying
Sabtu, 31 Juli 2010
Well....Part of me~~Bitches included too as well...
Well.....................
lazy to say and describe everything....just....relly a "bunch"of bitches that I met since i come to Han Chiang....SO I just reliazed that....a school more big so the bitches are getting more and more....Wad to do?nothing can do with them.You know why?Because they are called BITCHES!!
lazy to say and describe everything....just....relly a "bunch"of bitches that I met since i come to Han Chiang....SO I just reliazed that....a school more big so the bitches are getting more and more....Wad to do?nothing can do with them.You know why?Because they are called BITCHES!!
Rabu, 28 Juli 2010
I just an Ordinary Girl....the ordinary one and the most ordinary~
Well....8 more week to go....8 more week and we all will face UEC exam.
last time I was feel very happy tht I'm going to graduate soon.But now,I'm not happy at all.Before we are going to graduate,I know already that I'll going to miss you all.
不在乎天長地久,只在乎成經擁有....我最捨不得的事是不只是友誼...但也是"他"不用說等到畢業...現在的我都已經很想念很想念他了~~好想一直都在他的身邊....真的不想離開他....我也是個很平凡的女生,當然會有愛情...雖然我不知道我哪裡比不過她,我也不懂他的感覺....真的真的很混亂~~
但是畢業過後我該不該告訴他呢?他跟她的事情是真的嘛?現在的我不能想太多了....我現在只想待在他的身邊,靜靜的看著他...能幫我就幫....就這樣了....這顆很想念他的心又有誰能理解?又誰能明白呢?
I hope that I we all can still keep in touch...and surely I will miss you all...miss C33~Miss Han Chiang ^^ Go Go C33
last time I was feel very happy tht I'm going to graduate soon.But now,I'm not happy at all.Before we are going to graduate,I know already that I'll going to miss you all.
不在乎天長地久,只在乎成經擁有....我最捨不得的事是不只是友誼...但也是"他"不用說等到畢業...現在的我都已經很想念很想念他了~~好想一直都在他的身邊....真的不想離開他....我也是個很平凡的女生,當然會有愛情...雖然我不知道我哪裡比不過她,我也不懂他的感覺....真的真的很混亂~~
但是畢業過後我該不該告訴他呢?他跟她的事情是真的嘛?現在的我不能想太多了....我現在只想待在他的身邊,靜靜的看著他...能幫我就幫....就這樣了....這顆很想念他的心又有誰能理解?又誰能明白呢?
I hope that I we all can still keep in touch...and surely I will miss you all...miss C33~Miss Han Chiang ^^ Go Go C33
Senin, 12 Juli 2010
Day by Day...until come to the end of Han Chiang Life
Still 2 or 3 month to go....i relly will going to miss HIM and all of my friends so much....2 or 3 month...so fast.
i dunno wad am i going to say.As i said...it will be my secret....
a secret....a secret that fill who is the one that i miss and like the most...
but I relly cant tell.Is he know it?will he feel it?Iam going to miss him so much...
it's better to forget and put it inside my heart forever :)
and...I sms him when i miss him... :) (if relly miss him so so much...,will find a reason to sms)hehehe ^^[so stpd... :(~~]
i dunno wad am i going to say.As i said...it will be my secret....
a secret....a secret that fill who is the one that i miss and like the most...
but I relly cant tell.Is he know it?will he feel it?Iam going to miss him so much...
it's better to forget and put it inside my heart forever :)
and...I sms him when i miss him... :) (if relly miss him so so much...,will find a reason to sms)hehehe ^^[so stpd... :(~~]
Jumat, 09 Juli 2010
Selasa, 06 Juli 2010
Love this song so much~~ ^^
This song is very slow and nice song...If someone can play it for me then I will be so touched till cry hehehe~ xP
but I guess it's only my day dreaming la~~hehehe.... :)
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