I'm so.....so.....so miss him~~but.....

Well,after back from school I "forget"to change my uniform and started to browsing..
hehehe.......and playing facebook ofcourse~wahahaha.....
and watching tv also~~hehehe.....
er....last,it started to rain and I also feel lazy to take a bath....becuz so Cold...
hahahahah.........
and finaly I saw a blog link on Shao Peng msn,I opened it...Wow,I feel so happy tht he finally find some one that he relly loved..Iam so glad about it... ^^
at the same time,when I read all wad Shao Peng wrote on it,I got 2 feeling...First Finally I know that when I was with him,he didn't relly love me...as I said Iam just his sand bag,second I'm just a people who just pass by his life.After I read it into deeply He relly loves his girlfriend so much and at this time He make me so miss someone...and,there its go my imagination~hahaha....but those imagination always appear on my dream....I relly miss him so much~~wad will my fate be?will my dream come true?hahaha.....only god knows it~
from the bottom of my heart I just only could say that I relly miss him so badly....