Sad

Its a holiday week for me....
alone at home becus my family is going to Genting...
and....i am just so like that...nothing change...
Just now I heard that he was injured in this morning...well is not injured just a bit accident...
but iam so worry about him...and i just realise that i care him so much....
but...I guess I must stop to thinking of him and stop care bout him becus I just heard tht he has girlfriend already...My worry make me don't think that much took my phone and sms him...but havent delivery...
Is time can help me to forget bout him?because we are going to graduate....
after I sms him...I just relly realise that I care and love him so much....but wad to do now?I can't tell anyone is him...because its a important secret for me...Just like iam to carefull about this thing...Dont want to let him know that i Like him...Because I want to protect him from all the gossip that may be someone will tell him or make him pissed off one day....I want to keep this secret forever even bring it in into my grave when I die...as long as he will happy then Iam ok...
Well I never had a dream come true...and I dont apreciate it...just want to wish him al the best and live happily~